[he doesn't want to stop. he wants to trace every contour of this soul, wants to go further, mix their aether together and become one and just stay like that forever.
he doesn't do that, instead just keeping to a light caress. a more cautious part of him notes that this is probably better anyway. this way he doesn't have to share too much of the unsightliness of his own soul, a thing wounded by being torn out of a primal and worn down by millennia of pain and sadness.]
[he doesn't want elidibus to stop, either. but he can feel himself unraveling, can feel his every being crying out in elation and pain in equal measure, and he lets out a choked-off sob into elidibus's neck]
[ahrun'ya nearly crumples, his entire body trembling, his tail poofed out and wrapped around his leg. he lifts his head to look elidibus in the eyes, his own blown out and red at the edges, tears streaked across his face. he looks flushed and disheveled, catching his breath]
No... no, don't--don't apologize. You just... surprised me.
[lifts a shaky hand to touch his cheek, thumbing at the wetness there]
You can do it again. Just... give me a bit... to recover.
[ahrun'ya would concur with any plans to dishevel him. he kisses clumsily up elidibus's neck to his jawline, and lingers on his lips before he has to take a breath again]
[wrapping his arms around ahrun'ya to hold him, gentle but firm, and pressing a kiss to his temple]
How to describe what defies description? ...Your inner being is beautiful even beyond what I could have expected. There is so much love and hope within you, so many fates that have touched your own. It's breathtaking.
[leans into him, as his legs feel unsteady right now. he makes a soft noise at the kiss, tail de-poofing and uncoiling from his leg so it can sway back and forth]
I... am a little jealous you got to feel that.
[he doesn't know if elidibus would even want ahrun'ya to be able to touch his soul, so he doesn't admit to wanting to--just the experience of it, in general. he chuckles weakly]
I'll admit, it's not exactly what I pictured when I imagined having you inside me.
[smooth, ahrun'ya. he nuzzles at elidibus's cheek]
[he parts his lips and juts his hips into elidibus's, unable to hide his erection nor particularly wanting to. his tail coils around elidibus's wrist loosely]
[his hands drag down elidibus's front, fingers splayed to feel his skin, and then slides down between them to press his hand to the front of elidibus's pants so he can rub him through the fabric]
Because I want... all of you. I want to feel every ilm of you. And I want you to have me, however you want. You don't have to hold back with me--I can take whatever you dish out.
[even though he just told elidibus that the soul-touching is a bit much, he's still grinning, lopsided]
[ahrun'ya nuzzles his cheek, places a soft kiss there]
I said I want all of you and I meant it. I'll accept it all--I promise.
[he means it, too; even if he ends up feeling uncertain or overwhelmed, like with the soul-touching, he can't imagine denying elidibus this connection with him]
[a muscle in ahrun'ya's abdomen twitches when elidibus runs his hands over him, and he wets his lips in anticipation. the forest scenery around them fades somewhat, still feeling present but the sounds are muffled. the moonlight still shines, though. he makes quick work of his trousers and slips out of them, along with his smallclothes, until the only thing he's left wearing is the earring in one of his ears and a bashful smile on his face.
he takes elidibus's hand and tugs him towards the bed, sitting down at the edge, and brings his hand to his lips, kissing the inside of his palm]
I... don't have any preferences for how we do this. Just as long as I can touch you.
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he doesn't do that, instead just keeping to a light caress. a more cautious part of him notes that this is probably better anyway. this way he doesn't have to share too much of the unsightliness of his own soul, a thing wounded by being torn out of a primal and worn down by millennia of pain and sadness.]
...Should I stop?
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Y... yes--stop...!
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[and with that, he pulls his hand away, not permitting any reluctance to slow him down]
...My apologies. I was too eager.
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No... no, don't--don't apologize. You just... surprised me.
[lifts a shaky hand to touch his cheek, thumbing at the wetness there]
You can do it again. Just... give me a bit... to recover.
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You were naturally unprepared. It was irresponsible of me to fail to account for that.
[but there is a bit of a thrill in him at seeing ahrun'ya like this and knowing it's because of him. it would be nice to dishevel him even further.]
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What... did it feel like?
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How to describe what defies description? ...Your inner being is beautiful even beyond what I could have expected. There is so much love and hope within you, so many fates that have touched your own. It's breathtaking.
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I... am a little jealous you got to feel that.
[he doesn't know if elidibus would even want ahrun'ya to be able to touch his soul, so he doesn't admit to wanting to--just the experience of it, in general. he chuckles weakly]
I'll admit, it's not exactly what I pictured when I imagined having you inside me.
[smooth, ahrun'ya. he nuzzles at elidibus's cheek]
So, is this... how the Ancients made love?
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[chuckling a little]
Oh, we performed the same physical acts the rest of you do.
[kissing his cheek as if to demonstrate]
That was just an additional kind of intimacy, not... part of the standard process.
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It felt... incredible. I want you to do it again, just... when I've caught my breath.
[kisses elidibus's cheek back]
... you're welcome to steal my breath in other ways, though.
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That I am glad to hear. I want to steal your breath in as many ways as I can.
[slides his hands doooooooooown ahrun'ya's back to cup his ass :>]
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Am I invited to do the same, for you?
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You are. Emphatically so, in fact.
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[his hands drag down elidibus's front, fingers splayed to feel his skin, and then slides down between them to press his hand to the front of elidibus's pants so he can rub him through the fabric]
Because I want... all of you. I want to feel every ilm of you. And I want you to have me, however you want. You don't have to hold back with me--I can take whatever you dish out.
[even though he just told elidibus that the soul-touching is a bit much, he's still grinning, lopsided]
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Are you quite certain? I will not hesitate to give you my all.
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I said I want all of you and I meant it. I'll accept it all--I promise.
[he means it, too; even if he ends up feeling uncertain or overwhelmed, like with the soul-touching, he can't imagine denying elidibus this connection with him]
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[and he's running a hand from ahrun'ya's ass along to his front to make his meaning abundantly clear
at some point the piano bench has become a nice comfy bed. is it magic or dream shenanigans, who cares]
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[a muscle in ahrun'ya's abdomen twitches when elidibus runs his hands over him, and he wets his lips in anticipation. the forest scenery around them fades somewhat, still feeling present but the sounds are muffled. the moonlight still shines, though. he makes quick work of his trousers and slips out of them, along with his smallclothes, until the only thing he's left wearing is the earring in one of his ears and a bashful smile on his face.
he takes elidibus's hand and tugs him towards the bed, sitting down at the edge, and brings his hand to his lips, kissing the inside of his palm]
I... don't have any preferences for how we do this. Just as long as I can touch you.